* 有感而发

最近，才发现自己的在某方面的思想成长了许多。。。
以前看得很重的事，有慢慢在放下了。。。 但并不代表放弃！！
只是对某些事不在那么执著，不再钻牛角尖!

也许，我们~

真的得遇到挫折、失败后 才能从中受益、从中学习！
失败乃成功之母！从小听到大，我想每个人明白，但是又有几个人能真正了解？体会？ 。。。

经过那件事以后， 我豁然了不少。

才发现原来，很多事情往往在最自然、最轻松的时候会做得更好、更出色！！

我还在慢慢了解，慢慢体会着。。。 =)

这一切也许这是上帝的安排。他要我经历不同的挑战，

好让我能够有勇气去面对成功,而不是面对失败！因为失败并不可怕，可怕的是成功！
当然，现在的我离 成功还很远很远~
所以，我希望能一直保持这样的心态和思想~

继续成长！
=) 哈哈！

只是突然有感而发~
希望你也明白！

16.4.09 Last midterm test!

Finaly,finished all my midterm tests.
16.4.09 Eng.Math4 (7:45-9pm),the Last one!!!
but not that 顺利~
bcause during the test,my head felt pain again and starting blur blur jor...
So,i just try my best to do watever i can...bear my headache until finished the test...
PanadolActiveFast again (2nd time for today)...
hmmm...may b s becuz not enuf sleep..everyday sleep at +/-4am....
hmm...now i just wish watever i did in the test is 100% correct!
GOD BLESS me...

Happy Go Lucky! LUCKY ! Lucky! = )

Today, wanna Relax 1st.....
so,after Drama-ing~
i went out YamCHA v TYS.
oh ya,Final Exam s around the cornner!
Have To start my preparation soon!! @.@ zZZzzz
FiGthing!!!
=)
u too!
Good nite -.-

sorry,is Good Morning! abt 4am again!
when i just can have a proper sleep time?

wonder~ hhaaa. =p

早餐！= 午餐！

今天我难得有mood亲自下厨。。。

其实是因为天气实在太热了。
所以就懒惰出外吃！
也许你们觉得这食物恶心，卖相不太好看。。。
但是，我告诉你！!
它真的很好吃的！!!! =p

yummy yummy!!

egg v sausage inside

^^ 默默喜欢你^^

默默喜欢你
不知道为什么 每次看见你
我总开不了口 变得很安静

不知道怎么了 只要看见你
我心情会特别 紧张却高兴

不知道是与否 我写的心情
你好像有默默 在给我关心

不小心爱上你
掉入暗恋星球里

找不到表白的信心
唯有默默 爱你

喔

你是否和我一样？
在我背后偷偷写着
“我 喜欢你”
“我 喜欢你”

爱~

这外星球的玩意
何时才弄得清？

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Edited From an Email:

女孩从不明白：
(1)当一个孤独的男孩经常对你厣厣一笑时,他已经喜欢上你了。

(2)

每次和你在一起的时候,他会很沉默,明明坐在一起,但他却一直看天看云。
你会认为他不喜欢你。错了！！他很爱你。
此时他眼里只有你，只是他习惯了一个人的感觉。

(3)当你和别的男生一起有说有笑的时候。
他没有表情，你认为他是不在乎你。错了！他只要你快乐，看你自由，所以宁可自己忍痛退出/离开。

(4)他便故作一点也不在乎的,漫无经心的走掉了,但是你永远也不会知道他心里是多么难过,也许这时他真的知道世界上有一种感觉叫欲哭无泪.

(5)他每次走过你身边,都会显得更无所谓,但是你不会知道,当你转身只后,他会静静望着你的背影偷偷难过。

(6)当你终于知道他是多么爱你。你走进他，给他一个微笑。你永远也不会知道，你的这个笑容，是他用了多少不绵的泪夜换来的。

P/s:

No matter how~
JOY is everything in my life!

快乐　是生命里最重要的财富！

JLS appreciation DINNER

12.4.09
SUNDAY (EASTER DAY)
RAINING

JLS appreciation DINNER !!
u may understand my feeling through this photos...
=)
6PM gather at U
7PM set out
7.45 PM reached

dance pool

seaside




snail there...it was nothing special....just i'd nothing to do... lolx

11PM back frm Klebang...
11.20 PM reach home....

...

我和Jackie都学会了礼让精神不是常常要派上用场的!
特别是自由餐时!
因为你的 礼让 ，只会让你吃剩饭剩菜， 或是挨饿 咯~
哈哈！
现在好饿~ :(
当作减肥吧!
其实是很不错的体验！ 也蛮开心的啦~
因为
又认识了多一间海边餐馆和两个不同科系的学妹（阿wong and Grace)

saturday 11.4.09

Not Goin bek hometown THis Weekend..
so, my cousin (xinyi) , tze yang and i decided to go out "jalan-jalan" ( jiak huang)...
Hmnm...since we dont have transport to go too FAR so take bus Tuah~
we took about 1 hours from bkt.Bruang to reach our destination!!!
1 hours!!
u know where isit???!!
Malacca mall!!! 2Km from Bkt.Bruang but spend 1hour to reach!
Damn waste time ! sumore HOT weather , the bus pula no aircon (i paling x boleh TAHAN~) !!

4.30pm
reached malacca mall, we 'TER-met' Alvin. he stand beside the elevator bcause wanna wait for his "law GF" to come. Mana tau his "GF" last minute cannot come to meet him so he folo us "lepak sini lepak sana " lo...haha
we saw ppls presented Malay traditinal+mordern music and dance there..there also some foreign performance try to performed their own country traditional dance too!
ermm...quite BORING performance!! buakakaaa~ :D

then we start our shoping...
when pass by a butik shop, i "accidentaly" saw a blue Jeep's shirt, which cost 49.95~quite nice! (since long time didnt stock in my clothespress...) At last , i turn bek to the shop and bought it... :)
after that we plan to watch movie, but at last x jadi bcause of the time not suite...so cross to JJ, shopping again... :s
tired but happy

6PM, took our dinner at Shaky Pizza...
ordered a set of Hawaiian deluxe+ LottaChicken+ Chicken soup+ sprike! RM52/4 persons

At nite, me, xinyi , tze yang were free n bored (playing simple Mahjong game)...
10.30PM
Che Ming Bro (another cousin) suddenly came to find us, bcuz he was bored too
(he teman wife bek 娘家 at bkt bruang）...
Then he ajak us out for a movie at MBO...we went to Mallaca mall again~
@.@
watched a japenese film , forgot the name, it's abtK-20 by 金城武
not bad watch...but not Good oso...buakakaa
1AM
after movie, we went for supper at MITC Subaidah~
2am,HOME!

That's all for saturday!
Happy Day... ^^v

GOOD FRIDAY =)

Good Friday, Friday immediately preceding Easter, celebrated by Christians as the anniversary of Christ's crucifixion. The name Good Friday is generally believed to be a corruption of God's Friday. Since the time of the early church, the day has been dedicated to penance, fasting, and prayer. [From CATHOLIC ENCYCLOPEDIA]

Good Friday, also called Holy Friday, Great Friday or Black Friday, is a religious holiday observed primarily by adherents to Christianity commemorating the crucifixion of Jesus and his death at Golgotha. The holiday is observed during Holy Week as part of the Paschal Triduum on the Friday preceding Easter Sunday, and often coincides with the Jewish observance of Passover.
Based on the scriptural details of the Sanhedrin Trial of Jesus, the Crucifixion of Jesus was most probably on a Friday. The estimated year of Good Friday is AD 33, by two different groups, and originally as AD 34 by Isaac Newton via the differences between the Biblical and Julian calendars and the crescent of the moon.

[From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia ]

GOOD FRIDAY 10.4.09
i just came back from church with my family...we went for Missa and pray.
i can say that that church is the biggest in malacca, called St Peter Church [:http://www.thewildes.com/away/AroundTheWorld/Malaysia/Malacca/Malacca.jsp].

(pictures search from internet)

Since i was 4 or 5 years old, my dad already bring me and family to the church.
Year by years until now, i already 20. there are alots of memories there. =)

Since Thursday(if not mistaken), there are many Chrisrtian gather at there to pray and for Missa. I noticed that, not only Malaccan or malaysian was praying at there, but some of them coming from Singapore, Philipine, Thailand and Vietnam....wow....it was damn crowded!!
u can also see some volunteers always busy with the candle which kindle by all d Christian. hha~
Really a lots !!! i think the numbers of candles are doubles compare to numbers of christian there..LOLx~

After prayed, my mum asked me to make a vow to God at the small small pond beside the church. Every year we did the same action...and my wishes always the same......i wish all my family members are happy+healthy, and we MUST always stay togather forever and ever!! [heard silly, dont laught at me ya....but i really hope so! =) ]

Hmmnnn....now just waiting for the Easter SUnday coming !
Let sing a SOng to Praise our GOD ! =)
Amazing Grace How sweet the sound~

hehee......just kidding...
but i like this song very very much!!!
so warm ~!!


Abt 11pm, we leave the church and went for supper...
oh ya! remember cannot eat meat lo... so i just asked for a "Guey tiao soup" ...hahaaa!
Good nite every one!!

Drawing

HOW STUPID I AM~

JUST RECEIVED AN EMAIL FROM A FRIEND...
IT IS ABOUT THIS.....

> 放松一下，生活中18件傻傻的事情，你做过几件？
> 1、用手插入米缸的米里面插来插去/玩来玩去
> 2、地下有阶砖时，特意隔一格一格来走（不可走过界，要完全在格内）
> 3、用镜面等反光物品反射阳光，照来照去
> 4、铺张纸在硬币上面，然后用铅笔在上面描，描个形出来
> 5、吃完瑞士糖（Sugus）之后，将糖纸包回原本四四方方的形状出来
> 6、超级市场踩着购物车行走
> 7、贴张写着"我是白痴"等等的纸条在同学的背后
> 8、拍别人左边 站在别人右边
> 9、踩别人的影子
> 10、丢别人门口的拖鞋下楼
> 11、下楼梯时坐在扶手上面滑下来
> 12、在电梯(Escalator)上往相反方向走
> 13、用萤光笔(Highlighter)油指甲
> 14、下雨用伞，总是故意地转那把伞
> 15、对着镜子学跳舞／演戏／唱歌
> 16、在街上见到狗就扮猫叫，见到猫就扮狗吠
> 17、下雨的时候,拿起伞故意往雨大的地方走去 听雨啪啪的声音 感觉很爽
> 18、玩家电包装里的那张有很多泡泡的塑料膜,把泡泡一个一个按破

> 看完了这边文章，肯听让你笑着对自己讲当年有多傻。哈哈哈。
> 记得发送给你的朋友，
> 并以
> "放松一下，生活中18件傻傻的事情，你做过几件？我做过了13件"
> 发送。快来看看自己做了几件吧!!!!

HAHAAAA.... I LAUGHT WHILE READING THIS EMAILLL~
U KNOW WHY????
I AM THE MOST STUPID 1...
I DID ALL THOSE ACTION HE STATED ABOVE! 18 !!
OR MAY B MORE THAN THAT~
AHHAAAAA...
HOW STUPID I AM.... LOLx...
RELAX~ SMILE YA~!! =)
HOW CUTE I AM....!!! =P
MAY B ONE DAY (MAY B LA....), I WILL SEE MY SON/s DO THOSE ACTION INFRONT OF ME.....so CUTE!!
LOLx
but still LONG LONG WAY/TIME TO GO laAAAAaa....

ANYWAY, IT'S A NICE EMAILL~
=)

把握当下，努力未来吧~

又考完了一科！！
是这个学期最难的一科~
幸好有个好老师教我们~
他说会尽量把我们及格~
嗯。。。我要求不高啦，及格就好。。。哈哈
因为真的不太有信心。。。
嘻嘻~

现在我有点晕， 也许是太累了吧~
不过，明天还得交上一份报告。。。
正在等一位朋友把他负责的部分资料传给我，我才能完成我的部分。。。。
所以，我还不能休息！
哎。。。
有时候。。。
我觉得自己会不会把学业看得太重？
为什么要给自己那么的压力？
唔。。。也许是因为自己是独生子的关系吧。。。
总觉得我有很多责任。。。
以后需要照顾爸妈，所以我需要很努力才能给他们过好日子。。。
除此之外，还有很多很多的压力围绕着我。。。所以。。。
我不能为所欲为，常常必须三思而后行。。。
很多事都必须为他人先想，才能好好去决定！

好想回到以前，可以叛逆~还会有父母的呵护！
很想回到不懂事的小时候。。因为当时更本不需要想那么多~
想做什么就做什么，无忧无虑。。。。
真好~！ 哈哈

把握当下。。。努力未来吧~